My 'perfect' life was a sham and my marriage fell apart - then I felt a jolt when I saw hunky Hugo. The sex was incredible, but I wondered - was I really into WOMEN? Bestelling novelist JANE GREEN's jaw-dropping memoir

When I was 12, I secretly thought I might fancy girls and it petrified me. I definitely didn't want to be gay; I wanted, desperately, a boyfriend, and then I wanted a husband and children.

My 'perfect' life was a sham and my marriage fell apart - then I felt a jolt when I saw hunky Hugo. The sex was incredible, but I wondered - was I really into WOMEN? Bestelling novelist JANE GREEN's jaw-dropping memoir
When I was 12, I secretly thought I might fancy girls and it petrified me. I definitely didn't want to be gay; I wanted, desperately, a boyfriend, and then I wanted a husband and children.