I loved my husband... but I'm happier as a 41-year-old widow. It's taboo to admit it, but this is the biggest lesson I've learned about grief that no one tells you, by TABBY KERWIN

Sitting in the intensive care unit in 2018, listening to the music my husband had composed for my walk down the aisle at our wedding, I knew my life was about to split in two: before Simon, and after.

I loved my husband... but I'm happier as a 41-year-old widow. It's taboo to admit it, but this is the biggest lesson I've learned about grief that no one tells you, by TABBY KERWIN
Sitting in the intensive care unit in 2018, listening to the music my husband had composed for my walk down the aisle at our wedding, I knew my life was about to split in two: before Simon, and after.